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July 10th, 2009
11:55 am
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Good Stuff
The last few days have been pretty sweet. I got to go camping at Doran Beach and that was really fun. I was the only boy there which I didn't mind of course and I was helping my mom with what ever I could. The young women were getting certified for their young women's camp and so they had to prepare and make meals and start fires and things like that. I had fun messing with the fire, the best part was when I was "fire bending" by squirting lighter fluid on the fire. I know that wasn't very smart to do and I got "fired" from working with the fire from my mom.  The only bummer about the campout was the wind, it was blowing like crazy the whole time so it got a little annoying but other than that things were awesome. There was quite a lot of action out in the water there were like a dozen sea lions chasing a bait ball of fish and there were gulls and pelicans diving it was a very cool sight. I also enjoyed playing with all the girls there and i had lots of fun. I also enjoyed it when I would get asked questions about things the girls would find on the beach. Oh and there are these twins in my ward, Savannah and Roxanne and they wanted to see a Jellyfish that i had just thrown into the ocean and so i went to get it and I showed it to them and I got stung on the hand... that would be the 4th time I have been stung by a jellyfish... oh well it was soemthing to laugh about. I especially enjoyed hanging out with my friend Jasmine, Rachael and Emily. Unfortunately Ava and maddie were not around much but it would have been nice to hang out with them. One thing was was really cool was watching the full moon rise it was super cool and then Emily, Rachael, Jasmine, Sarah and Savannah and Roxanne buried me in the sand and that was fun too. Whne it came time for us to go to bed I tucked all the girls in and gave them all a pat on the head and i have Jasmine a hug. I went to sleep in another camp ground with Ava, Maddie, Rachael and her cousins. W slep under a monteray cypress and that sheltered us from the wind and moisture but I didn't sleep much at all, a pilow would have been really nice. I got to play on the beach that morning and i had a great time. It was so beautiful and I'm so thankful to live near such a lovely place. I also had the feeling of victory by driving my dads truck there and back with no problems.
Yesterday was really nice, i got to have a nice talk with my mom and i did some chores around the house and I got to go and see Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen again. I was planning to go with a buch of my friends, like Rachael, Sarah, Tyler, Nate, Billy and Jasmine and the twins but it turned out it would be just Jasmine and I, which turned out really nice. Jasmine had qwanted to wear this outfit she had told me about and i was excited to see it and when i drove up to the theater I saw her and I was like, "Is that Jasmine, dang she is flipping hot!!!" so I met up with her and told her she looked great, it was hard to take my eyes off of her. So i bought out movie tickets and went into the theater. We watched it and it was great I love that movie so much and I've been to a few movies with her and she is one of my favoite people to see movies with. let's see we have seen Madagascar 2, Twilight, Taken, A Haunting in Conneticut, X-men origins, and Transformers. There may have been more but those are the ones i remember. I got to give her a ride home which I was kinda hoping I could. I liked driving her in the truck to her house. I also got to chat with her in her driveway like we have many times and i liked that. Her dog and cats seemed happy to see me and I like dthe welcome party. I really enjoyed going to the movie with her and it was a very nice date. She was drop dead gorgeous and it was fun to be around her. She is like one of my best friends and I'm also very attracted to her, i love her  and we had been in a serios realtionship but right now isn't the time for it but maybe after my mission. Yup I had a great time and now i get to get ready for my trip to Yellow Stone! I have been dreaming of that place since i was like 4 and now i get to go, i am so excited! 

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July 6th, 2009
11:39 am
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SRJC
I am applying to the SRJC and i have to plan on taking some placement tests and I'm kinda nervous about that and I'm going to be signing up for my classes so i hope I can get some good ones. I'll probably take my placement test on Thursday at the santa rosa campus. I actually lifted some weights topday I'm going to get back on that i have just felt fat and gross lately. Well I'd better get to my practice tests oh and i will finish my last requirement for my rank of eagle tonight so that will be good. :)

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July 2nd, 2009
01:34 am
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Well I just got the computer back from a one week grounding. I missed the computer but it was also kinda nice without it. But lots of stuff has happened. I went to the fair and got hypnotized and that was pretty fun and I have been taking lots of care of my garden and I have enjoyed that. I went to our stake camp Helaman and that was quite an amazing experience. I was really able to reconnect with boys from my ward and from the stake. I felt my testimony really grew from the lessons we had and the fire sides and the opportunity that we got to bear our own testimonies, i was able to bear mine and it was quite an incredible experience. I really enjoyed getting to be out in the outdoors and that was wonderful, however the 115 mosquito bites were not a nice thing to bring home form that wonderful camp. The night i got back i wrote a talk that I was going to give in the petaluma second ward and it was about what a testimony is and that went well and the talk went great the next morning. I got to go to church from 10:30-3:10 with a linder longer I was able to do it but it was a long day. It was nice to see my friends at church, I have been missing them and i wish our relationships could say strong but I feel like I have to do the work of keeping us together and that is kinda annoying... I hope we can begin streangthening our bonds that we worked hard to make. I know things will work out. We have started the weight watchers diet in our family and it has been kinda a bummer... but hopefully we will all be able to lose some pounds... My doctor tell me I need to or else i could get type 2 diabetes like really soon... I can't believe that I'm on the verge of getting diabetes... at first i didn't take the news seriously but now I am begining to realize how serious it could be and I'm scared...  I went to take care of my trees along capri creek and i watered them and put dried gass over them to keep water in longer. I hope that my efforts will help them I think they will do well but i do need to be more consisstent about watering and I think i can overcome my stingyness of watering, it's for a good cause and not wasteing water. I had to over come that with my vegetable garden and now it is doing rather well. I borrowed a book called Square foot gardening and it is really interesting and i hope to put some of those techniques to use this fall, i want to learn how to produce food all year long! I have gotten to get out of the house for the last few days, i got to go to schollenberger park yesterday and I went to hike in bodega today. I get to go to sixflags tomorrow and i also get to celebrate my friend Rachaels birthday too! unfortunately i don't get to go and see transformers with them but I do get to go for cake and night games so hopefully that will be fun! Well I must be off, it is quite late so i'd better get some sleep. 

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June 22nd, 2009
05:47 pm
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Steps Closer to Eagle
I have pretty much fully completed all my merit badge work for my rank of Eagle. I am very happy and I hope that i can complete this soon I only have 1 month and 2 days till I run out of time... for one merit badge all i have is one requirement left but I have to wait until the first monday of July to complete it.  So I feel pretty accomplished, even though working on merit badges isn't very fun it does feel good to get something done. I am excited for the fair on wednesday, i plan on inviting my friends from church to go with me, i hope that will work out fine. I am also quite excited for camp Helaman so I have a good week this week, even though tomorrow I have to do a presentation to the Water Conservation and Resources center to completely finish my eagle project so that will be good to. Wish me luck! 

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June 18th, 2009
06:24 pm
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I'm back!
Hey sorry I haven't been on in like 44 weeks.... but that was face books fault but anyways I just want to say I am still around.  So much has changed and happened and I have recorded what has happened, in a written journal, that has also taken away from going on live journal but I suppose I should stop neglecting this one.

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August 8th, 2008
11:56 pm
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Oregon
I have been looking up some information about Cottage Grove, Oregon, I am going there Sunday. At first i wasn't sure what we would do there but I have found that there is great fishing up there, Steel head, Rainbow, Brown, Bull trout are all there and Chinook and Coho salmon. There is also sturgeon, bass, perch and crappie and catfish! I am so stoked thee is a lot of beautiful rivers and lakes up there and we will be going ocean fishing, I'll suggest coho and halibut fishing, rock cod may be fun too! Man I am so excited, but i wish i could go to church before we leave but we are leaving before church, I at least need to talk to a certain someone before I leave. There is this girl who turns out to like me a lot that goes to my church and I want to talk to her and I want to ask her out. So I haven't been able to talk to her since last Saturday... so I got to get to her soon. I am really excited for that too. We both like each other and we are both members of the church and go to the same ward, I feel confident and I think it will work out, I just got to talk to her. :) Well best of luck, oh and i will be driving to Oregon thats gonna be cool, dang 8 hours... it should be fun!  

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misty times
Hmm things have been quite rough lately...for many reasons.... I guess it's hard to even pick individual reasons but one thing i have come to a conclusion is the fact that I don't feel like I am able to do lots of the things that are going on in my life.... I keep writing goals for every month and 60% of the time I havn't been able to complete it... am I not disciplined enough? Thats probably it but I just never feel like i have really accomplished anything significant lately and things just feel out of whack. I feel disconnected from the social world, however small it may be... maybe this entry is just me complaining about things that really aren't significant or maybe this is just hard to follow... I guess there really isn't a central point.... *sigh oh well these are just my thoughts.
As this new school year approaches I feel like there will be a lot of changes.... good and bad... I am uncertain how things will play bout as would anyone else be but I guess i am excited and nervous about this last year of high school.... if I feel like i may be slipping up in some things now during the summer and I am un-disciplined what will come of my senior year.... I only have 4 classes at the moment. Another thing is that since i am 17 I only have 11 months or so to get my eagle rank as a scout, I feel that it very important to me but I feel like i don't know how to exactly achieve it. I feel like I don't have much support to do it in my family, it's just sort of a what ever thing to my parents... Swimming this year will be hard, i have sustained a few injuries that handicap my ability to swim competitively, I have missed it so much and to think that I may not be able to do it breaks my heart. Seminary... last year was so hard, waking up for it that is and staying awake during the day was so hard and I don't know what to expect this year... Anglers I have no idea how things will go, drama has started before the year has even begun, man I really hope that the salmon run goes well, if it dosn't then I feel like the group won't be united at all... one of my best friends will be gone for 2 years, serving a mission; I am really happy for him but I will miss him and my sister will be gone for yet another year and I just sense a lot of change to come.... I had better prepare myself for it. man I hate to seem depressed and stressed and such but I do feel these things quite often, unfortunately my optimism is really low right now.... but the night is always darkest before the sunrise... :) I know thats from batman but oh well, I liked that quote so I'm gonna use it!
 

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July 17th, 2008
09:00 am
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Failure
I woke up this morning at 6:00 to wash the car and get it into tip top shape for my diving test which was at 8:20. Mom and I drove through the course or well at least what I knew about it... Then I got to the D.M.V and got all my papers in and everything was going well. My instructor got in and I began the test I was nervous but I felt confident that the blessing I got from my father  and the many prayers i gave for this test would allow me to pass, unfortunately that was not Gods intention so I sadly failed my test... and it was the stupidest thing too, but because of the stress and pressure to pas it I ended up failing... I feel quite discouraged and I couldn't even find another drive test anytime soon... My license was kinda my birthday present, well my early one at least... that was kinda what I was looking forward to for my birthday... oh well i must keep moving forward but it will definatly put a damper on my month... oh well.

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July 15th, 2008
10:20 pm
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Feeling Good!
Well my anxiety has gone down a lot and I feel confident about my driving test and I'm excited for scout camp! I just feel pretty dang good!

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July 11th, 2008
11:13 pm
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Anxious
Wow I'm really anxious today, I looked at the calender and I figured that I have my last canoe race tomorrow, my last driving class tuesday, my driving test thursay, saturday i go to scout camp and I miss my birthday and when I get home Mom and Ava are at girls camp! Then when they get back it's august! School starts August 20th! Oh well we'll see how things roll out. Oh and I have no idea what i want for my birthday, absolutely none and my family is in a bit of a financial pinch so i feel like i can't really ask for much... I have too many clothes as is and so I really don't know, they only things I can think of are rather expensive... so I don't know what to expect but I'm sure no matter what I'll have a great birthday gifts or none at all! Dang I'm going to be 17! CRAZY! Well I'll just have to see how this all unfolds, I hope it goes well. 

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